Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Kuch Dino Se...

Haan...
Kuch dino se hum kuch tanha ho gayein...
In lamho mein yun hi kho gayein..
Dhund nai paa rahein khud ko..
Talaash us khuda ki kar rahein..

Yaad toh beshumaar aa raha hai..
Dil toh dard se bhar aa raha hai..
Tadap raha hai dil bekhadar...
Aashiyana hai is khadar... Tadap raha hai bekhadar...

Apne aap ko bahut hi akela paa raha hun..
isliye hi toh bheed mein kho jaane ki koshish kar raha hun...
Bheed mein bhi itna akela khud ko paa raha hun...
Dekho kitna akela khudko paa raha hun...

Umeed hai ab bhi zindagi pe...
Khushiyan Gham ke dayarein se nikal aayegi...
Umeed hai toh sirf umeed pe...
aakhir umeed ke bina ye jeena bhi dushvaar hai...

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Bewildered Mind

Dilemma, Perplexed or confused... starting the post with such words make me fall into uncertainty of what am I going to write now.. neways... Let me flush and clrscr(); :P

State of mind defines best for this post.. Its been a long time now that i am in this state.. not knowing what to do and what will happen if i choose this... May be second choice wud be better..

Everything I see , I draw down two choices.. Let it be roads which destine to office.. the shorter one with more obstacles or the way around which is quite lengthier .. Life is seeming the same way for me.. the way we choose doesnt determine whats the end result. As destiny has decided its decision to direct me to destination...

Love - Finally I could get a real definition of it; Love -Giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
Having said this I am stilling wondering to know what is love..
Its a feeling of warmth in your loved ones arms
Its truth and nothing else
Its hurts when u hurt the other

Life - Taking Twists and Turns.. Tackling every Task... Dragging all Decisions... Wishing all those Wonderous Dreams come true... How can all these come real.. Tough isnt it.. Yup.. Thats wat life is - wanting to make impossible possible .. But reality isnt that.. ouch.. aa.. "Reality Bites"

My Life is just like an Irish Saying-

Here's to a long life and a merry one
A quick death and an easy one
A pretty girl and an honest one
A cold beer and another one! :P

Me Defining life is not fair... but still why shud not i trying helping others... Searching for life around is foolish.. Search within ( No Philosophy, No osho or baba Ramdev intended) Life is what u want it to be.. Live Life King size.. Kya pata .. KAL HO NAA HO.


Work- For a long am not able to put my 100% on my job.. Reason... Too much of parties.. outings.. relationship status change and facebook... Satisfaction unattained.. Aisa lag hai.. so decided to drill down and get out of dilemma.. and Demand Destiny of Destination from Life...

My Love Life Work ...