Life in a METRO

Life, a word describing moments which you cherish,instances of hard hitting facts, love for the one you care,hate which in this busy schedule barely exists...
Every moment i spend now feels that, i should have it big.When i look back and see the time which i have spent feels worth a little...
Be it a relationship, family, friends or ur loved one. I somewhere have this had feeling inside me, which tells me i have to give more time for everyone i come across who are closed to my heart.

I when writing this post was not knowing what to write , the previous line which i wrote doesnt seem to resemble what i want to write neither the forthcoming....

Life before landing in this city was completely different... I was just like any other guy, bit introvert keeping things to self. but now this city has made me grow up or made me think rather feel...
This city has given me all that i wanted or whether should i never take such things which may mislead me to become a stone hearted...

Times spent with friends and family are being missed so much or I m too busy to think abt them. this city life has taken away things which i really cared for.. Times which i spending with colleagues & company take me away from everything..

Moments I want to cherish abt this city life is nothing.. Partying , outing and work have made pretty difficult find those cherishable moments...

Life in a Metro ... is it wat metro gives u.. A learning to know what u really need .. it makes u find urself.. what u want and what u need.. it really is punisher to hearts which break hearts.. it makes u feel ... makes u sad.. and greedy .. It actually teaches u by taking the best things away from u and u yearn for it..

Realisation

Dont know why i clicked on mozilla and logged into blogging, probably my mood in here; being in such a wonderful state..

Irritated annoyed and angry on situations which i face ... and when i try to figure out whats the cause... i end with NULL...

why mind is sometimes dangling, work taking a front seat and driving the way it wants and u never want it to go that way, and at the backseat is you, ur own self trying to disturb the front seat driver (WORK) and in this conversation of you and the driver make journey cumbersome or ur driver may end u up in hell.

What I am doing, what is happening around... Lost... And when I sit back and think.... I shower my mind on the thoughts which grump....
Have I grown up to take responsibilities.. Have I made myself clear on my career... Have I chosen the right path ... Am I in the right situation.. Do I have what I want... Or what I have is the best for me ...

No idea... abhi get idea math bolna.. Zindagi is full of suprises bolte hai.. Ganta.. surprises.. Its you who need to create anything and everything for urself...

Why do we fall in a routine ... Getup.. office.. watch tv... eat .. sleep i=0 ; i> infinity (couldnt get that symbol) however.. why cant we just get out of this and do something new.. what we feel like.. what our heart feels like... take a long ride... sit by the tree and just enjoy the nature.. walk in the rain.. adventure...

Loud and clear... shout to the core... bring out the best in you.. why cant i do that...

Ji lun har pal ko aise, jaise aakhri ho...
khwabon ko haqeeqat mein badlon,irade aisi ho.
mit na jaon in rahon mein, hosle buland ho...
aaj jo bhi maangu khuda se, har maang puri ho..

Realisation.. happy realisation at last... good for me...

Facebook - An Integral Part of our Life ??!!!

Facebook alias Fb... An application which makes ur private and confidential and secretive things public or precisely expose you to the outside unknown world with/without ur wish.

What has technology done to us... earlier we used comment on each other personally.. but now.. we need internet to post a comment and people to like/comment on it.. We feel utmost happy when we see many thumbs up and comments.. I see people comment on their own comment and like it.. how silly of them... We used to share pics hard copies, soft copies, thru mails or CDs USB... but now... Facebook... Put it on.. Tag it.. Like it and comment ... A friend of mine had put a photo which had some monkeys which looked similar.. and people.. u wont believe... everyone tagged every others name on one or the other monkey.. Funny...

It was orkut then and Facebook now... It all started with orkut which gave us a unique way of expressing, getting in touch .. scrapping.. putting photos and videos... At office if proxy is blocked people are so desperate and are longing when would they get a new proxy..

Bina Facebook pe login kiye din pura nai hota...

I myself, jab bhi main gaon( home)- city however, jaata hun toh I put a comment " Going Hometown Miss u guys" and when i return i wud be so desperate to login to Fb to see anybody has commented on any of my posts/comments.. and first thing i do is " I am Back " how foolish of me.

Now whenever we get a photo clicked , we dont mind how we look and what we are wearing , but the first thing we think of is, i need to update my facebook profile pic, comments, likes ... have we lost those memories of keeping a hard copy always infront of us..at desk.. at home.. of our near and dear ones, which will remind us of the sweet moments shared with them... and now keep tagging and commenting...

Communication has its own adv and disadv.. and this is it.. technically awesome and emotionally awful... we used to send big mails, with pictures and designs and even flash.. now just a wall post away is our concern to our dear ones..

to be continued....

Aashayein....

Zindagi shuru hoti hai ek aarzoo se... Jeene ka aarzoo, aasha.. aashayein...
Hope to live , hope to learn, hope to love, hope to conquer, hope not to perish and a hope not to die..

Replenish, Rejuvenate or Refresh these are the words which describe best what i need from my life right now.. Things happening around are so much delicate and so important a small mistake or a wrong move would destroy each bit of expectations. Much philosophical...

Need a clear thought of what i am and what am i going to later.. where this life leads us.. working in IT industry until u retire just like those Numero UNO or the big heads in our company... i foresee nothing... just a journey which is never ending and exciting....

I wish, if i had, god's grace,destiny , fate, kaash aisa hota... how we are solely dependent on things we want them to happen by themselves, how can we make them happen is the real tough job..
But, we never see dark side of it- the greedy lazy part but as optimistic we see the bright side.. hope , dreams and belief...

Lets just not give away what we need.. what we wish.. lets hope, try and succeed in what we want...

Kuch Dino Se...

Haan...
Kuch dino se hum kuch tanha ho gayein...
In lamho mein yun hi kho gayein..
Dhund nai paa rahein khud ko..
Talaash us khuda ki kar rahein..

Yaad toh beshumaar aa raha hai..
Dil toh dard se bhar aa raha hai..
Tadap raha hai dil bekhadar...
Aashiyana hai is khadar... Tadap raha hai bekhadar...

Apne aap ko bahut hi akela paa raha hun..
isliye hi toh bheed mein kho jaane ki koshish kar raha hun...
Bheed mein bhi itna akela khud ko paa raha hun...
Dekho kitna akela khudko paa raha hun...

Umeed hai ab bhi zindagi pe...
Khushiyan Gham ke dayarein se nikal aayegi...
Umeed hai toh sirf umeed pe...
aakhir umeed ke bina ye jeena bhi dushvaar hai...

Bewildered Mind

Dilemma, Perplexed or confused... starting the post with such words make me fall into uncertainty of what am I going to write now.. neways... Let me flush and clrscr(); :P

State of mind defines best for this post.. Its been a long time now that i am in this state.. not knowing what to do and what will happen if i choose this... May be second choice wud be better..

Everything I see , I draw down two choices.. Let it be roads which destine to office.. the shorter one with more obstacles or the way around which is quite lengthier .. Life is seeming the same way for me.. the way we choose doesnt determine whats the end result. As destiny has decided its decision to direct me to destination...

Love - Finally I could get a real definition of it; Love -Giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
Having said this I am stilling wondering to know what is love..
Its a feeling of warmth in your loved ones arms
Its truth and nothing else
Its hurts when u hurt the other

Life - Taking Twists and Turns.. Tackling every Task... Dragging all Decisions... Wishing all those Wonderous Dreams come true... How can all these come real.. Tough isnt it.. Yup.. Thats wat life is - wanting to make impossible possible .. But reality isnt that.. ouch.. aa.. "Reality Bites"

My Life is just like an Irish Saying-

Here's to a long life and a merry one
A quick death and an easy one
A pretty girl and an honest one
A cold beer and another one! :P

Me Defining life is not fair... but still why shud not i trying helping others... Searching for life around is foolish.. Search within ( No Philosophy, No osho or baba Ramdev intended) Life is what u want it to be.. Live Life King size.. Kya pata .. KAL HO NAA HO.


Work- For a long am not able to put my 100% on my job.. Reason... Too much of parties.. outings.. relationship status change and facebook... Satisfaction unattained.. Aisa lag hai.. so decided to drill down and get out of dilemma.. and Demand Destiny of Destination from Life...

My Love Life Work ...

Fireworks said Fire me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dale steyn fires for RCB...

KP hugged Kohli after getting him runout...

Jaipur ............. Jai ho ... RCB...

After a long time waiting for a deep breath... RCB making a position strong for semis berth.. we did it.. Shane says now at the time am blogging.. RCB played well... I say.. they did awesome..

Miracle Majestic Marvellous... Would cant express my feelings... Shaz says Miracles happen.. but i say when god wants to play cricket ... he plays his game..

At UTOPIA Apts all frnds rocking .. having a gr8 evening... No dinner till u win was the mantra.. and we did so... now relieved and relaxed ...

abhi khane ka time hai.... will have dinner now...

Shaz says to KP.. hey KP will buy a drink for kohli... KP - Kohli match finisher...

Kats says I wuld love to be as a cricketer if i was not an actor..

Ending with a note on the post...

RCB Rockssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss