Aashayein....

Zindagi shuru hoti hai ek aarzoo se... Jeene ka aarzoo, aasha.. aashayein...
Hope to live , hope to learn, hope to love, hope to conquer, hope not to perish and a hope not to die..

Replenish, Rejuvenate or Refresh these are the words which describe best what i need from my life right now.. Things happening around are so much delicate and so important a small mistake or a wrong move would destroy each bit of expectations. Much philosophical...

Need a clear thought of what i am and what am i going to later.. where this life leads us.. working in IT industry until u retire just like those Numero UNO or the big heads in our company... i foresee nothing... just a journey which is never ending and exciting....

I wish, if i had, god's grace,destiny , fate, kaash aisa hota... how we are solely dependent on things we want them to happen by themselves, how can we make them happen is the real tough job..
But, we never see dark side of it- the greedy lazy part but as optimistic we see the bright side.. hope , dreams and belief...

Lets just not give away what we need.. what we wish.. lets hope, try and succeed in what we want...

Kuch Dino Se...

Haan...
Kuch dino se hum kuch tanha ho gayein...
In lamho mein yun hi kho gayein..
Dhund nai paa rahein khud ko..
Talaash us khuda ki kar rahein..

Yaad toh beshumaar aa raha hai..
Dil toh dard se bhar aa raha hai..
Tadap raha hai dil bekhadar...
Aashiyana hai is khadar... Tadap raha hai bekhadar...

Apne aap ko bahut hi akela paa raha hun..
isliye hi toh bheed mein kho jaane ki koshish kar raha hun...
Bheed mein bhi itna akela khud ko paa raha hun...
Dekho kitna akela khudko paa raha hun...

Umeed hai ab bhi zindagi pe...
Khushiyan Gham ke dayarein se nikal aayegi...
Umeed hai toh sirf umeed pe...
aakhir umeed ke bina ye jeena bhi dushvaar hai...

Bewildered Mind

Dilemma, Perplexed or confused... starting the post with such words make me fall into uncertainty of what am I going to write now.. neways... Let me flush and clrscr(); :P

State of mind defines best for this post.. Its been a long time now that i am in this state.. not knowing what to do and what will happen if i choose this... May be second choice wud be better..

Everything I see , I draw down two choices.. Let it be roads which destine to office.. the shorter one with more obstacles or the way around which is quite lengthier .. Life is seeming the same way for me.. the way we choose doesnt determine whats the end result. As destiny has decided its decision to direct me to destination...

Love - Finally I could get a real definition of it; Love -Giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
Having said this I am stilling wondering to know what is love..
Its a feeling of warmth in your loved ones arms
Its truth and nothing else
Its hurts when u hurt the other

Life - Taking Twists and Turns.. Tackling every Task... Dragging all Decisions... Wishing all those Wonderous Dreams come true... How can all these come real.. Tough isnt it.. Yup.. Thats wat life is - wanting to make impossible possible .. But reality isnt that.. ouch.. aa.. "Reality Bites"

My Life is just like an Irish Saying-

Here's to a long life and a merry one
A quick death and an easy one
A pretty girl and an honest one
A cold beer and another one! :P

Me Defining life is not fair... but still why shud not i trying helping others... Searching for life around is foolish.. Search within ( No Philosophy, No osho or baba Ramdev intended) Life is what u want it to be.. Live Life King size.. Kya pata .. KAL HO NAA HO.


Work- For a long am not able to put my 100% on my job.. Reason... Too much of parties.. outings.. relationship status change and facebook... Satisfaction unattained.. Aisa lag hai.. so decided to drill down and get out of dilemma.. and Demand Destiny of Destination from Life...

My Love Life Work ...

Fireworks said Fire me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dale steyn fires for RCB...

KP hugged Kohli after getting him runout...

Jaipur ............. Jai ho ... RCB...

After a long time waiting for a deep breath... RCB making a position strong for semis berth.. we did it.. Shane says now at the time am blogging.. RCB played well... I say.. they did awesome..

Miracle Majestic Marvellous... Would cant express my feelings... Shaz says Miracles happen.. but i say when god wants to play cricket ... he plays his game..

At UTOPIA Apts all frnds rocking .. having a gr8 evening... No dinner till u win was the mantra.. and we did so... now relieved and relaxed ...

abhi khane ka time hai.... will have dinner now...

Shaz says to KP.. hey KP will buy a drink for kohli... KP - Kohli match finisher...

Kats says I wuld love to be as a cricketer if i was not an actor..

Ending with a note on the post...

RCB Rockssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

RCB registers thumping win over MI

Jacques Kallis’ unbeaten run continued as he steered his team to yet another victory. RCB reached the target of 152 with 7 wickets to spare and took the No.1 spot away from the Mumbai Indians. Playing at home, Sachin Tendulkar’s Mumbai Indians had got off to a good start with 57 for 2 by the seventh over. But just when they were looking to take control of the innings, they lost Saurabh Tiwary to a googly by the wily Anil Kumble.

With Sachin Tendulkar still at the crease, MI were looking to build the innings and have a go at the end with a good pack of hitters to come. That was not to be as Vinay Kumar, the most under-rated RCB bowler, struck a triple blow. Getting rid of Ambati Rayudu, Sachin Tendulkar and Dwayne Bravo in a matter of five balls, he put MI on the back-foot at 76 for 6. MI never really recovered from there as they lost wickets regularly. Thanks to a last over blitz by Zaheer Khan, they managed a competitive 151 for 9.

The Challengers, on the other hand, have got used to a good solid start by Jacques Kallis and Manish Pandey. The two have formed the ultimate opening pair in IPL 2010 with an average of over 59 batting together with three fifty-run partnerships. Pandey played a quick hand scoring 40 off 27 pulling Zaheer for a couple of boundaries. Although Kallis was earlier dropped by Rayudu, who missed a sitter and hurt himself falling on his elbow, he stayed unbeaten to see his team through.

After the opening partnership of 85 off 9 overs, RCB had all but won it. They were always in control with Kallis standing tall at the other end. The match was pitted as the clash of the two heavyweights of IPL 2010. On paper as well as on the points table, MI and RCB are by far the leaders of IPL 2010. It is a pity that Mumbai Indians eventually gave up their No.1 position to earlier second ranked Royal Challengers Bangalore rather easily.

Mumbai Indians will look at this game as a wake-up call in terms of their middle order’s resourcefulness. RCB too has been winning matches thanks to consistent performances at the top, by Kallis who has scored over 200 runs without getting out, Pandey and Uthappa.

This result sets up the next few games very well as the Mumbai Indians take on fifth placed Kolkata Knight Riders and the Royal Challengers Bangalore play against third ranked Chennai at home.


Courtesy-- www.iplt20.com

Journey to East India

PFA image taken when travelling to East India from my 5800--xpressmusic


Its a very long time now , havent scribbled anything on my journey to East India... Today i made up my mind and said.. ab nai toh kabi nai...

Special and Wondrous day in life

Excitement Enthuz and Energetic.... Not so Easy for me... First Flight in my life.. Pehli baar mein hawai jhahaaz mein ja raha tha... waise bhi mein pehli baar train chada when i was in 12th...

Called up Viv and Abel to accompany me for my journey .... Booked a cab... and reached 2 hour prior to journey.. pehli baar tha yaar.. kuch bhi panga nai hone ka tha... then relaxed a bit... had a capuchino with V & A.

SpiceJet.... My First Flight... Date- 4th Feb... Bangalore- Kolkota. Flight # SG528 Seat # 11E.
My luggage was taken care... and I was excited....

Boarding time 9:15 AM... Was in Plane.. and was asked to switch off all electronic gadgets.. So did I. Plane started to take off.. and mere pairon tale zameen nikal gayi.. Jaan mu mein aa gayi thi.. kaan bandh ho gaye... Baap re ye kya ho raha hai mereko... then as advised by few of my wellsihers mein bach gaya... ruyi(cotton) le gaya tha kaan mein rakhne ke liye.... it helped me a lot..

Had a sandwich and a coke(not promoting brand here)... It was an awesome experience ...

Reached kolkota and abhik there to guide me thru.... seedha pahuncha shaadi ghar.. Piyali ka shaadi tha na...

Khoob Kaye.... It was my first encounter of a bengali shaadi.. :P had seen in movie.. Devdas movie mein dekha tha... ladki ko utake ladke ka round and round ..round and round maarthe hai.

shaadi mast hua... everyone was happy...

Day 2

Next day... Chets on shopping spree... muje yeh karidhna hai ..woh bhi.. arey ye bhi... Ghariahat maine bhi mom ke liye saree liya ... from Adi Dhakeswari Bastralya

Maine bola ..shopping se pehle thoda kha pi lete hai.. energy aayega then we can start... we served ourselves .. egg rolls..chicken rolls and veg rolls of course.... Then went to victoria palace... wahan pe jaal muri khaya... As usual.. Clean Rani.. Germ Free Chets ka pet( stomach) karab ho gaya... :P :( phir bhi woh ladki shopping ko zyada priority di and we all went to New market...

Aur maine aur hemant ne start kiya apna game... out of 10.... ( please contact if u need to know what is this game) .. Chets ka shopping khatam hi nai ho raha tha... we had lunch.

First time in lifetime again...METRO.. Bangalore mein kab banega woh toh guarnatee nai.. shayad mere bache chadenge usme... toh .. its was a gr8 experience... From new market to DUM DUM.. then we took a volvo and went to Abhik' Place at Michael Nagar

Abhik's family is too good... Bahut saara pyaar aur khayal rakha humara( Main Cheez toh hume khana diya.. sone ke liye jagah diya :P) We had nice dinner aunty ne aur didi milke mast khana banaye the...

Day 3

We got up early and went to Dakshineshwari temple...nice place.. had Matka chai :P ( remembering vivek here...) wahan se ek ashram gaye and humare bolu bhaiyya( Hemanta Gogoi) lost his shoes..coinci i had an extra pair... uske baad.. phir se shopping ka bhoot ...

BTW Mera Kahani ... i had to go to bhubaneshwar the next day and ticket was not booked.. dopahar ko ghumte rahe me and abk... and finally we didnt get ticket.. :(

we finished shopping and left to abk's place... dinner kiya.. next day morning.. chets hem logon ki flight thi.. back to blore at 7 am... before sleeping i just checked up with viv abt train the next morning... nai mila... then i made up my mind.. chal koi nai... will go by flight... and flight was 730.. sahi hai... we all slept and next day morning got up early and took taxi to airport... and left to our destinations...

Tanha tha mai
tanha tha safar
khushi ki talash mein
nikal pade befikar...

TO BE CONTINUED...

Gift never stopped coming

Till Jan mid i was getting gifts... My best friend from Mumbai sent me a tshirt which had a frog picture on it.. Quoted " KISS ME" I am a PRINCE... pretty embarrassing but funny and looked gr8 on me... obviously would look good on me... One thing which brought tears in my eyes was the slam book ( u can call it as a biography) .. Viv sent to anju... she did her finest collage work... preity zinta pics pasted at the end of the book.. Every friend of mine wrote about me... how they felt when they first met me and now how they feel .. has that changed.. itna accha laga muje ... i literally cried like hell... ( bolte hai mard ko dard nai hota hai.. magar saala mard ke paas bhi dil hota hai). i remember that day when vivek gave me this book , i never expected that it would contain such wonderful moments which i have spent with frnz..

Har lamha usme khaid hai ... from the moment i joined iflex( now OFSS) till date..

Thanks to the friends who have given such nice moments in my life of friendship...
Thanks to all the support in my bad times
Thanks to all that love u showered on me when i needed...
Thanks a ton